The One I Never Forget

The dream that keeps repeating and never forgot... That's the one!

It was after dark and I was in the rook of a building with my vampire. I was some months pregnant and was unable to let him feed from me because of the pregnancy. He loved me so much he didn't want to hurt me, but I was sad because I could not meet his needs. He left me there on the roof and flew away to find "food" and I stayed watching fly away resenting the unborn child. After some hours my vampire came back after he fed. Of course I was sad and wished that hadn't happened.

I woke up from the dream and since then it's been one of the dreams that I haven't forgotten. It actually continued to play and developed over the years like a TV series would. I have these images very clear in my head, like a memory from the past.

I've been fascinated with vampires for many years and didn't know why. I didn't ask for them, they found me in my dreams. So I have decided to read, research, and analyze why that is.

As I read and educate myself on the mythology, I realize that I wanted something-someone to protect me from the real monsters in my life. I wanted someone to protect me at night while I slept. That's when the monster had attacked me.

Vampires are the good guys in my dreams, they are always there to save me.